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| User: | autumnevening (1639548)
and if I think too much the words seem to disappear
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| Name: | color me stunned |
| Website: | emergencyandeye |
| Location: | Gaithersburg, Maryland, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1984-08-24 |
| Bio: | current layout credited to ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) thefulcrum
current moodtheme credited to 
Smells Like Content by The Books
Balance, Repetition
Composition, Mirrors
most of all the world is a place
where parts of wholes are described
within an overarching paradigm of clarity
and accuracy
the context of which makes possible
an underlying sense of the way it all fits together
despite our collective tendency not to conceive of it as such
but then again
the world without end
is a place where souls are combined
but with an overbearing feeling of disparity,
disorderliness
to ignore is impossible
without getting oneself
into all kinds of trouble
despite one's best intentions
not to get entangled with it so much
and meanwhile the statues are bleeding green
and others are saying things
much better than we ever could
as the quiet becomes suddenly verbose
and the hail is heralding the size of nickels,
and the street corners are gnashing together
like gears inside the head
of some omniscient engineer
and downward flows the garnered wisdom
that has never died
when finally we opened the box
we couldn't find any rules
our heads were reeling with a glut of possibilities,
contingencies
but with ever increasing faith
we decided to go ahead and just ignore them
despite tremendous pressure to capitulate and fade
so instead we went ahead
to fabricate a catalog
of unstable elements
and modicums
and particles with non-zero total strangeness
for brief moments which amount
to nothing more than tiny fragments of a finger snap
and meanwhile we're furiously sleeping green
and the map has started tearing along it's creases
due to overuse
when in reality, it's never needed folds
and the air's withholding the sound
of its wellspring,
and our heads are approaching a density
reminiscent of the connectivity
of the center of the sun
and therein lies the garnered wisdom
that has never died
expectation leads to disappointment
if we don't expect something big, huge, and exciting
usually, uh
i dont know, it's just not as, yeah
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| Memories:: | 36 entries |
| Pictures: | fewer than 10 public |
| Interests: | 143: a softer world, adrian tomine, alfred hitchcock, amélie, angels in america, anti war, arrested development, at the drive-in, atheism, being in love, belle and sebastian, beulah, billie holiday, bisexuality, black and white photography, blueberry and peach pie, blur, broken social scene, bubble tea, chapterhouse, clem snide, coloured sharpies, cowboy bebop, creating collages, dan bejar, daria, dave eggers, david bowie, dead like me, deerhoof, degrassi, destroyer, dismemberment plan, dntel, double entendres, dr. suess, dungen, dupont circle, echo and the bunnymen, elf power, elliott smith, everything is illuminated, existentialism, explosions in the sky, fooly cooly, francesca lia block, fucking, gay rights, ghost world, godard, godspeed you! black emperor, grandaddy, haruki murakami, hayao miyazaki, his dark materials, home movies, i heart huckabees, igby goes down, indie films, intellectual conundrums, invader zim, iron & wine, irony, jean-pierre jeunet, jeff mangum, jim jarmusch, john lennon, jones soda, kare kano, kill rock stars, ladytron, le loup, les savy fav, lost in connotation, lucid dreaming, making up words, marx, mates of state, metropolis, milk chan, mission hill, modest mouse, mogwai, my bloody valentine, neutral milk hotel, new wave, old-school gameboy, optic nerve, paranoia agent, patrick wolf, pavement, pete & pete, phantasmagoric, philosophy, pixies, purple, queer as folk, questionable content, run lola run, rushmore, sartre, shoegaze, simon & garfunkel, slowdive, sociology, sondre lerche, spencer krug, spirited away, sufjan stevens, sunny day real estate, sunset rubdown, tetris, tgttm, the appleseed cast, the beatles, the books, the mars volta, the pillows, the robot ate me, the smiths, the sound, the unicorns, they might be giants, thrift shopping, tomgoestothemayor, tori amos, trainspotting, truffaut, ts eliot, tv on the radio, unitarian universalism, velvet underground, vespas, vinyl records, viva voce, waking life, weetzie bat, wolf parade, wonderfalls, xiu xiu, yellow labs, yo la tengo, ¡all-time quarterback! |
| Schools: | Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - Hogsmeade, Scotland - Highland, United Kingdom (1998 - present)
Quince Orchard High School - Gaithersburg, MD (2000 - 2002)
Montgomery College - Rockville - Rockville, MD (2003 - 2006)
University of Maryland Baltimore County - Baltimore, MD (2007 - present)
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| Friends: |  | 76: | 1imaginary_boy, 26_seconds, _______omfggzzz, _crack_the_sky, _silversnitch, aldarsior, angustifolias, autumnevening, booksareforever, castawayscutout, cherryriot, colour_me_geek, counting_2_sept, dogwasstar, drugs_are_bad, dublinrice, eighttrack, el_meggo, elusiverecluse, emptycalm, ertyrea, eskimo_friend, evilstarjunkie, eyesmadeofjade, fancyclaps, firelady113, fuckthecritics, groupeffort, icontasia, jephdraws, jordanfstop, kimya_dawson_, la_fourche, lasersnakes, lizzilla, lolomofo, lostsouloffaith, measuringcup, mellow_moons, moosegirl1017, mrbraukoff, mushroom13190, nnnslogan, novembersblood, p3rpetu4lly, paper_boats, patsbitch, pennylanelisa, pyrex_fish, pythonis_db, qcjeph, qualityrevenge_, rachekl, rachelface, rosesofstone, sarahneverlearn, silverilo, singmeanything, sodamaster, starlababy, starsnmixtapes, stunt_muppet, suburbadvantage, sun_down_heart, sweetbutmean, talhathier, thedottedlines, theemoghost, tinygnoll, tmbgparticleman, trewesterre, turnupthestatic, weebs42, weezerfanatic, xdeadxcellx, xdreamsarex | | 30: | _adultswim, _paranoia_agent, a_b_s_t_r_a_c_t, acidicicons, amelie_poulain, aquantic, atnw, awhiteline, belle_sebastian, blackcatdc, cinemacinema, crackified, disillusion_ave, dontblameitonny, eyecontasia, flb_icons, flcl, globelamp_icons, iconsinstereo, indieicons, last5, marsvolta_dept, modestmouse, plush_designs, redhotlayouts, robot_ate_me, starlingsby100, streethawk, sunset_rubdown, the_unicorns |  | 8: | indietitsfeed, nothing_nice, questionablerss, savagelove, scarygoround, softerworldfeed, wondermark, xkcd_rss |
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| Mutual Friends: | 67: 1imaginary_boy, 26_seconds, _______omfggzzz, _crack_the_sky, _silversnitch, aldarsior, angustifolias, autumnevening, booksareforever, castawayscutout, cherryriot, colour_me_geek, counting_2_sept, drugs_are_bad, dublinrice, eighttrack, el_meggo, elusiverecluse, emptycalm, ertyrea, eskimo_friend, evilstarjunkie, eyesmadeofjade, firelady113, fuckthecritics, icontasia, jordanfstop, la_fourche, lizzilla, lolomofo, lostsouloffaith, measuringcup, mellow_moons, moosegirl1017, mrbraukoff, mushroom13190, nnnslogan, novembersblood, p3rpetu4lly, paper_boats, patsbitch, pennylanelisa, pythonis_db, qualityrevenge_, rachekl, rachelface, rosesofstone, sarahneverlearn, silverilo, singmeanything, sodamaster, starlababy, starsnmixtapes, stunt_muppet, suburbadvantage, sun_down_heart, sweetbutmean, talhathier, theemoghost, tinygnoll, tmbgparticleman, trewesterre, turnupthestatic, weebs42, weezerfanatic, xdeadxcellx, xdreamsarex |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
